Mervyn Hoe: My Daily Happenings

Today, found out from my mum that she has been keeping alot of my past IC photgraphs! Amazing stuff... Can't believe i looked so OBIANG in the past! -_-.... Picture (Clockwise): 1. My secondary three photo, with my infamous centre-parting 2. My JC1 photo, think it's my first spiky hairdo 3. My secondary one photo, when i'm still innocent Picture (clockwise): 1. My BMT photo, look like a thai 2. After my commissioned photo, think it's real army no 3 haircut 3. My photo when I was in unit Picture (top left): 1. My Matric picture, haven't dye hair yet 2. I took two months back for my passport, with my mahogany colour Think i have looked kinda different lo!! :)

Well, I wanna thank Yiwen for hearing my story out and yes, am glad that I have actually shared it with her. Now I'm indeed feeling much better and things will turn out better, hopefully. Yesterday was certainly a day of learning, treachery (got this term? thought of using treacherous), and fun and sad. Lots of emotions coming in... Well, went to my Geok-yi's house and helped her with the installation of my home PC at her room. Let me tell u that this is the 3rd time in my whole life entering her room because she kept on closing it and locking herself up. There are times whereby I didn't get to see her even once for 2 years. Gosh... PC got fixed up but the printer can't seem to work. And the internet connection brought 96% of the cables but except the power adapter... what the... Next Tuesday have to do a second round. Went straight to Suntec via Roy's Car. Sis invited me to go to the Halloween Party next Monday. Really wanna go but after hearing from Hisham t...

Today, late for lecture twice.. and both are 20minutes! Gosh... Can't believe it man.. 12pm lecture reach at 12.20pm and 4pm lecture reach at 4.20pm... Gaoxiao... Anyway, it doesn't matter lo... Had fun to be the one strolling in and pple watch me... haa! (think i'm crazy). Madonna's Hung Up is really in my head all the time! The beat and the lyrics... AH!! Can't get it out of my head... every step i walk, I move with the beat! Met CPT LEE PEH GEE and showed her the concept of shopping at home... She kinda liked the idea and passed her to read the book of HOUSEHOLD GOLD. HA! She is actually interested! HA! Anyway, that's gd news... Btw, she is now training for Mount Everest climb for 2008! The women's team. And u know what? To apply for permit to climb Mount Everest, one MUST Pay a cold hard cash of $70,000. Imagine 3 people can buy a Sengkang house already. Woa manz!! She is doing gym training 4 times per week. So xiong man... But pei fu lo... coz she c...

Well, today, went to school and well, alot of things are running through my head. But anyway, I didnt act as if I have. Today, my friends after the first tutorial went and rushed to queue up for Zhang ZhiChen's concert tix at Central Forum. I was kinda shocked that even Felix want to go and watch. In my mind, I actually didn't want to go with them. Then, at the bus stop, I didn't follow them le. I feel that the 4 of them has somewhat become a click le.. And I like separated frm them... But maybe I think too much lo... I still kinda like their company. Oh well, they also play RO together but that is really not what I really like. I am actually kinda like to be alone nowadays. Feel happy about that... Maybe I really need to relax and find who I really am. (I will support u) At the clubroom, took a nap coz I was kinda tired from the day's work... Actually didn't do much, juz attended 2 tutorials and 1 oral examination. Well, at least there is no more material scie...

Today, got up at 8am! Can't believe it and my first lesson for the day is 9am. Woa! And I have no choice but to quickly make my way to LRT and MRT! Everyday have to move with the morning crowd. Simply gross... I told myself that I'd never be join them when I'm 25 years old! YES! Oh yar, took cab at Outram man! And cost me $7. Such a short distance = cost of a movie! Haiz... ha! But kinda worth it because I didn't miss much of my tutorial lesson. Then I chatted with one of my coursemate and he too, took cab! Think that 9am is really too early for us le! Today also marks the end of the xiongest day of my week! 9am-4pm! Imagine that! Hoo! (wipes off cold sweat). Really had fun with the geography practical as the 4 of us, Zhenhao, VJ, Viknesh and I separated our workload and manage to finish 4 graphs, 1 500word report, 2 hydrographs in 2hours. So Xiong man... Can't imagine if there are groups that only have 3 people! Sure cmi! Well, Have to jiayou and listen to Britney...

Hi Everyone!! Now, I have caught up with 'Hung Up' by Madonna... Her recent single and it's really very cool! Listening for hours and dancing to the groove~~~~~ If you want to listen to the mp3, you can just msn me.. and I can send to you! YUP! No prob about that! :) This is the picture of Madonna's CD cover ... cool right? Find that she is really trying to tie everything together... RETRO and PARTY together... and what will you get as the product? BOOM This photos are kinda cool... so juz add them lo...

Today had volunteering at Clementi! It's the finale for the workyear... Below are the pictures lo~

Hi I swam today after the downpour in the afternoon. Had been thinking... Earth is really a great place that has undergone so much changes through billions of years. In fact, we are actually made up of dust and dirt and evolution has created us. This means that we are indirectly dust. Actually, this has been in my head when young. Learnt about galaxies today. Indeed, we have alot of them in the space and yet, they are too far to be reached. Imagine that I appear in another galaxy. Really am blessed when I am given the vision to see the clouds as they are the system which are created many years ago... Think that i may be crazy to form this mail. But I find that in life, we should keep it simple. Why can't we live in a world like that of our forefathers? If i were to be given a chance, I would want it! Have different problems like now~ I feel that I am not myself recently... Probably am faking myself all the way. I'm not sure... But who am I? Am I juz a human for the sake of b...

Hi Everyone! Today, I actually spent around 6hours in the clubroom... Gosh! Amazing right? I didn't expect myself to be there for so long too! But it was kinda enjoyable. Listened to music for around 2hours and also got study a little bit. Really must jiayou on my revision le. Seeing everyone in the clubroom studying, gosh, I'm like the only one in the room, shaking my head and moving to the beat of music! :) CSC Day meeting Oh yes, today is the first meeting and it went very well. Got to talk to Florence who is my assistant. Find that she is a person who wants to do finish her job well and fast... Very efficient. Hope that we can work well together! WOOHOO! Also, I'm really very glad that the committee consisted of more than 50% of Year 1! YEah! This means that there are more new blood in Community Service CLub! Great man. BANG - Card game Ha! This is a card game taught by Eng Khoon! Really very cool game. Find the creator is really very creative. Having to draw cards an...

I have come to realise that my previous blog format was not working at all! Hmzmz so have to change to a plan one... So will be using this till exams end. Learnt quite a few things... 1. I must treasure those that I have.. never to let go of them. 2. Same. 3. Same also. Mervyn, you can do it! I support you~ I happened to use the CSC computer and got these few photographs which are taken during the Mooncake Festival last month! Kinda think of it, gosh... it was quite recent. Time really pass by very fast. Mervyn Spears

Hi Everyone! Today, went to bowling session with my BWW team! This is the first time that I feel that we are treating each other like a family! Everyone supports each other! WOOHOO! Had lots of fun playing just a game! YEAH! My bowling skills have deproved alot! HA! Only 100! But never mind la, next time can still practise my skill. Btw, Yishun SAFRA is a great place for exercise. Saw the great rock-climbing wall, i bet that if one were to climb up there, he/she needs to request for a helicopter! Real scary! The swimming pool is huge and looks fun! Saw the weather and really wanna feel the water too! :) Then, today managed to print my project le! And after printing, then my friend told me that actually need 1.5spacing for paragraph! Gosh! I kinda not only wasted my time but the precious ink!! AH!! But anyway, bo pian, so reprint... Heng my friend, Vik told me! :) Today's dinner was awesome... Here it is... (but didnt take photo) 1. Sotong with onion and jam 2. Lotus soup 3. Fried...

This is the current song HOT in my laptop... ha Selena - I'll Never Get Over You (Getting Over Me) Lyrics I hear you're taking the town again havin' a good time with all your good time friends i don't think that you think of me you're on your own now, and i'm alone and free i know that i should get on with my life but a life lived without you could never be right chorus: as long as the stars shine down from the heavens long as the rivers run to the sea i'll never get over you gettin' over me i try to smile so the hurt won't show tell everybody i was glad to see you go but the tears just won't go away loneliness found me, looks like it's here to stay i know that i oughta find someone new but all i find is myself always thinkin' of you chorus oh, no matter what i do spending a lifetime to live through i can't go on like this i need your touch you're the only one i've ever loved chorus i'll never get over you gettin' over...

Hi Everyone! Hmmz, have been feeling that I'm not myself lately... HA! But anyway, I have to recover from it. :) Alot of things are currently on my mind and I feel that all of it is self-attributed. I have to get on with it and should treasure those that I have currently on my side. YES! But I shall say that it's easier said than done... Mervyn, you can do it and yes...

What a shag day! But it's worth it... I seriously feel that in NUS, life is not entirely about studies... Today, celebrated Lijie's birthday and seeing so many of us congregate at the top of the SRC building... cool experience! HA! And real happy because our Golden Rooster are able to meet up again. Feel happy to see them! :) I believe that the members in Golden Rooster will be very close in the future... coz we treat each other like family members... YEAH! Below are some of the pictures that are taken during the bday party... Actually still got the group photo... think with Lijie... gotta get from her... HA! Chloe and I are taking the cake box... luckily it didn't drop man! Oh yar, that's Lijie's name and another pic with Yiwen and her... :) To all my friends: Stay positive and have faith in yourself.

YES! DON manage to go to Sec 4! Yeah!! He passed his Arts, Chinese and English. And those subjects which I teach him, he didnt passed... HA!! This shows what kind of teacher am I!! HA!! (keep the comments to yourself) Off to lecture le!! PS: I am duly shocked to see the mtv of "From the bottom of my Broken heart". Really broke my heart! It's actually Kevin Federline as the male model! Britney Spears knew him from 1999~~ AH!! HA!! Mervyn Spears

Hi! Today is a fruitful day! Did 2 hours of volunteering at outside Arts Club... It's for the Pakistan Earthquake... Really good lo!! YEAH! Got pple even donated $5 coz they do not have any coins... am thrilled when I really see them! :) To tell you the truth.. when I'm doing the volunteering...alot of thoughts are running through my head... 1. I was thinking how lucky I was standing there helping the victims 2. I was thinking how fortunate to eat my meal in the canteen 3. I was sad and has a visual of a gal toddler crushed by a fallen wall 4. I was thinking what if I was one of them? 5. There is one gal with blood shot eyes... gosh. What have they done to deserve all these? 6. I must really help Chandan! U must wait for me... Gosh... I am a damn lucky person! Anyway, today also had my JAMX meeting... it's real tiring for me by then because of the day's running here and there... But it was ok... coz I manage to know much more about my team members and their views. :) YE...

Today, surprisingly! I'm early for my lecture! Actually just reached on time... and really have to thank Felix for helping me lots today... photostat notes and helping me to transfer money! WOOHOO!! :) At school, today saw a few undergraduates going around and collecting money for the earthquake. And i donated my only notes RM$2... haha It's the thought that counts ok? YEAH! Today got alot of goodies from the Singapore Post... Hisham, you are going to be proud to have a good friend like me man! HA! Then, i met Don and passed him the toothpaste. In a haste, he has forgotten to pass me the camera... HA! I feel that knowing Don is real fortunate thing... it's like having a younger brother, apart from Mickey. HA! And he reminds me when I was in secsch... Luckily I am in the Befriending and I will continue to teach him! YEAH! Oh yes, nowadays keep raining.. and weather's very cold man... Have to take good care my friends! :) Picture of Me and Fritz taken today!! HA!! We act...

Hi Everyone! WOOHOO Today learnt something new from XYZ! That is to make use of earphones to record your voice as voice clip in MSNv.7.5. I am really very amazed because all along, I thought that earphones are to be placed at the obvious area! HA!! And when I tried it out... cool! But I sound ghostly! HA!! Anyway, doesn't matter. But it's fun! If you guys wanna try it out, I highly recommend it! Coz it's super fun la... Oh yes, today learnt alot during the Biz roadshow today! WOOHOO! Gotta have dreams for yourself and yes, you can do it when you say you can! WOO! Friends/Passerbys: Have a dream and share it with others!

Ha.. guess what is this pic?!? I am so thrilled when I manage to find this 1978 photograph! WOOHOO!! IT's the picture of the YIH slope! It has a major landslide in 1978! Am so proud to find this photo man for my practical report!! WOO!!! Anyway, it is kinda amazing that the covered walkway was present eversince 1978. And do you know that the YIH slope was engineered twice and it was made even steeper coz they construct a concrete base, and later covered with cowgrass! Interesting right? HA! I have certainly learnt alot from this module Biophysical Environment of Singapore. Cool man!! YEAH! Oh yes, today attended school... late for lecture again... why!? Coz the weather very very very very good for sleeping... haa... :) Mervyn Spears

Today, went to MacRitchie! Was so glad that it rained. And suddenly, I thought that my Geography project should include rainy sightings of the trails. So clever of me right? HA! Anyway, i used my handphone pictures to take the photographs. It's interesting to walk in the trail alone with an umbrella. At some points, it's kinda scary and in 1km, think that there is only 1-2 people. When walking, I even thought what if I was dropped into reservoir and no one will know it. HA! The wooden trail is one of the scariest. Imagine you are walking and on ur left is all the leaves and trees and the right is the reservoir, without any support. HA! I reached a point whereby there is a break in the trail. The trail was submerged in water! Can you believe. I climbed the railings and jumped over to the land and jumped back again to the other side. Gosh. THey should do something to that portion of the trail. There are alot of clouds surrounding the untouched portion of the MacRitchie fores...

Hmm... Today I pigged till 12pm! Shouldn't sleep so late le!! NO and never!! HA!! Anyway, today rained... actually can sleep till 1pm! But i'm hungry. So have to wake up and eat... ha!! Today is a real fruitful day. Didnt take fruits but learnt alot! Learnt about some hair care products. Also went to Merilyn's sister-in-law's house at Bishan. Really amazing to see so many aunties who are interested in Artistry products. HA! AMAZING! Auntie Power! Woo... oh yes, met up with Evi working at Sakae sushi (Suntec). Real happy to see him! YEAH! He's an Indonesian who badly wants to earn money. I asked him how long is he working today. U know what? From 10.30am to 10.30pm. Woa! Real long right? Anyway, am going to meet him on Sunday again... to see how much I can help him to earn additional $$! YEAH! You can't believe this. I just got a paycheck of $0.14. Can you believe it? Am quite shocked to earn $0.14 from last month! HA! Really feel gd because at least I earned s...

Hi Everyone! Today, got up so late!! 10plus and left home at around 11.20am... Reached school at around 12.30pm. Actually for me, I feel kinda fun that I'm late for lectures! HA! But it's not a good practice though! HA! Oh yes, have a great news! Don has finished his exams! WOOHOO! And he jioed me for a gaining height session aka Basketball. But because I have lessons, so I didn't go and join him lo. Real evil of him to make that remark. Anyway, got used to it le! HA!! Today had lunch with Angel, Zhiwei, Kelvin and Felix. HA! Kinda fun and really wanna have more eating sessions with them! WOOHOO! They somewhat feel that I don't really put them of priority. Don't know la. It's like Angel told me that," Woa, I can't believe that you really want to spend time with us today." But it's not in the sarcastic way! HA! Think yar, I should spend time. Coz during the break, I do hang out in Community Service Club. YUP! :) Got a special story to tell... R...

Hi Everyone! Today, went to school late! Late for 20mins for tutorial. What the... really feel that living in Sengkang is really a chore at times! HA!! But anyway, i'm ok with it la... Got back my Polymer test result.... 63.5%. Not bad la! HA!! :) Have to strive harder lo to get at least a B+. WOOHOO! Anyway, is very interesting because VJ and I did a actual fieldstudy on YIH slope! Very gaoxiao and comical. But learnt alot! HA!! We found the angle of the YIH slope and measured the height of the slope too~ IT's very taxing to measure initially because we have to throw the measuring tape down from the top. The rock didnt work. In the end, VJ used her slipper. Very innovative and very funny! Then, to measure the angle, I have to be in an awkward position. Sitting and nearly lying on the pavement and measure the angle. According to her, alot of people laughed at me when they walked past! So paiseh. Then also received an sms from Christopher that I looked as if I'm a foreign...

Hi Everyone! It's been so long eversince I have written by blog... Need to back-blog for awhile... I feel that time really pass by faster and faster... It's good because I am closer to the holidays. But it's bad because i kinda have not enough spare time to breathe for myself. Didn't go for jog or swim le! Gosh!! Getting fairer.... that's what my primary school friend told me... HA! Oh yes, I am getting very happy each day! I have done not bad in my tests (with respect to my own standard) YEAH! (applause please). I have also manage to try and complete my tutorial too~~ force myself! HA!! Really feel that my coursemates are very 'good lat' as they really make a point and do! It's a postive peer support lo! YEAH! Have been teaching Don on Saturday, Tuesday and tml again. He ah, haiz... teach him so many times le... and yet, still wanna play games. Demoralised is the word. Actually, i would think that he has the high chance to repeat his sec 3 education...

Hi Everyone! Well well, no more tests coming up and I'm feeling very good! Well, feel that life in NUS shouldnt be necessarily on books, lectures, tests blah. The list goes on. Recently, I have chatted with one of my Prof who tested Felix and I on Material Science practical. I told him that I can't wait to graduate and he advised me on getting an Honours degree as well as Masters. My eyes were already rolling from up to down when he told me that. Gosh. I don't find that getting a degree will give u a safe and high income salary. Do you agree with me? I strongly believe that alot of my friends has the mentality that having a good degree will get you a job and a good future... Honestly speaking, I feel (and will one day)tell him about the 'benefits' of a job. We don't own jobs and jobs are the ones owning us. I told myself that I will never ever work till an old age. Never! A Job really controls one's life and doesn't help us in attaining our dream....

Hi Everyone... Juz feel that in the triangle of my friendship with my 2 other good friends, I'm kinda the odd one out... Feel that i'm in this 'triad' is because of my 1 gd friend. Oh never mind. Been helping them all the way. When wanna meet up 1 of them, he will be busy and give so many excuses. Say that lets meet up when the other (who is at overseas currently) is back. Come on, we are in Singapore and it's so hard to meet? Didn't really bother to reply his sms le. No point. I feel that if you really have no regards of me being your friend... just say so. In life, yes, it's very obvious that you wanna things best for your own. But at times, we shouldn't be finding people just because you want them to help you. Just help you to solve problems. I think that is real unfair for that individual. I'm not sure whether you have this problem or not. But yes, I have experienced that alot of times and am unhappy with it. Oh well, luckily, I'm readin...

Hi Everyone! I am really very happy with my life!! YEsterday marks the end of Grant A Wish 2005 and it ended with a high note. Real happy about that!! Yesterday, Denise and I were the emcees and were very delighted to see the children when they swarmed towards the MuseuM. Distributing the party hats and getting them to self-intro their names is really kinda challenging! HA! They really reminded me when I was very young. YEAH! And got them to settle down via Denise's hand signal game... haa.. But feel that it didn't work as time goes by! Met the Balloon Sculptor, Wilson and he's really a very good person. He's a volunteer for alot of homes for Balloon sculpting, and he started learning eversince his company had a session about balloon sculpting! Interesting right? Had his contact number le! WOOHOO! It's kinda sad that I have to leave half way through and saw the pictures of my Comm and the happy faces on the children's faces. HA!! Coz have to rush down to my ge...